Inner Quest

When someone asks you about Finding your Joy, what do you think of?  What is Joy to you?  For me the path to joy has been a long road, and a destination I avoided for the past 5 years. Well before that my definition of joy would have been happiness, though I have found out that could not be more wrong. If you have been around me in a class or event, you may have heard my story about that “Damm Joy Card”. If not briefly I will explain. I was sitting with two friends one of whom was introducing us to reading Angels cards. I had the Archangel Raphael deck by Doreen Virtue and I did a 3 card spread. When I turned over the middle card it was Unconditional Joy, Well I immediately sat back in my seat and my heart sunk to my stomach. All I knew was it hit quite a nerve, other than that I could not explain why it bothered me so much.  Over the past 5 years that Damm Joy Card appeared several times, usually in some sign of a turn I needed to make on my path or a hint as to a d