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This is only a Test.............


I have been conducting an experiment over the last few years. This experiment has enabled me to produce some remarkable results. I wish to now share some of my findings with you. This report will take place over several entries as it is quite remarkable and I do wish to be specific.

To begin let’s take this back to when I thought that life was grand.  So excited, full of hope and expectation.  I then take my first breath and get slapped on the ass. Yup. This is gonna be quite a journey.  Finally into the loving arms of my mom.  I lay there remembering everything I was told before I jumped into this world.
Ok, I thought to myself, I was told about this. I was told you have to make your way, you have to remember why you choose to come down here. You came knowing that this was a great opportunity to help and grow. The excitement of knowing you can help. Come on don’t forget this. I kept saying to myself you have to stay alert. This world is known for making people forget their truth, keep the knowledge.
As I made it through my first 3-4 years the truth of my higher-self kept the joy in my heart, nothing would get me down. I always found the joy in everything as most toddlers do. We still remember. Ah, then we get to go to school. Yes school where we are taught the reality of this world. And because we have such great teachers who have been taught themselves by great teachers. We learn. Yes we learn the truth, the truth they feel is real. The truth that will help us be successful in this world. Yes the truth that aids us in forgetting all that joyfulness of our true self. Oh I am so happy.

This is the beginning of my story. This is the beginning of most of our stories. Almost 50 years later I can say that my story has led me back to my joy. This joy may not have me bouncing on my mom’s knee but it has me bouncing. I now bounce with the energy that was and is available to all of us. The energy, Love, peace and power of the Truth. The truth of our purpose. The remembrance of why I choose to be here. I am so grateful for that.
I will not bore you with all the incidents of my growth. I will pass on the results of this journey in hopes that maybe one of my lessons will aid you back to your joy. 
Lesson 1
It’s all a test.
This is a test, does anyone remember sitting as a child watching those 3 channels in black and white on that little screen and this announcement comes on. This is a test of the Emergency Broadcasting system. This is only a test.  Well little did I know that was my first message. Take a deep breath, this is only a test. The things we go through in life are the things that help us grow. Like tests in school they are there to help us see where we are. How we handle the events of life are actually the score card to see for ourselves how we personally can handle the situations of this world. 

So how are you doing………………………..

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